Today is the 12th day of the month
Hi! its me again and i’m back. Today is a very special day for me, since me and my bimy are celebrating our 1st month together, Hooray for that! Bimy stands for Baby I aM Yours, Yes its kind of a cheesy endearment but i am the only one who knows why i call him that. Haha. Okay let’s get serious now.
So as you can see, this is my boyfriend, my bimy. Just a few recap of how we started, well he is one of the most genuine person i know. We never really linked that much when we first met since i am not his type and he is a goodboy type of guy which was not my forte. I met him at work. He was a quiet, very serious and timid actually. I can see his not that social with others and very private.
I, on the other hand, has an extrovert personality. I am loud, very talkative and i socialized a lot about how my life is. As you can see we are the opposites, my personality sometimes doesn’t fit his. I know this because he never really talked to me in a very interested way before, but since i want to know him more, i gathered all the courage i have to pursue him. Yes, i have a big crush on him and i don’t know why. Haha.
Kidding aside, mainly because he was not like the most of the men i dated before. So to make the story short, we communicated and then we got to know each other and then came the day i profess my feelings for him. Whew, talk about being nervous and happy at the same time. I was not sure until the day i felt like its really different, how did i know? I felt like the walls he has in his life are slowly going down and he starts being open to me.
It may seem like a yey for me, but to my surprise i was rejected. yes, even girls got rejected. Ouch, it happened 3 times and to my luck all of them during the times he asked me out on a date. I felt bad, hurt and very confused because he told me he likes me but then he always end up saying that we should stay as friends. Maybe it was for the better, i guess. But it never ended there, we always got the chance to communicate and it’s like we deepened our relationship every time he rejected me. Is it because i stayed? or is it because he never really wanted it to end.
Each time he rejects me i prayed to God that for whatever reason he wants to end it, i know He knows why. Well i know the reasons why, but you know sometimes you just cannot accept it. Until the day he asked to court me, i never expected it since all of the time he wanted us just to stay friends and now he is asking to court me. Of course i said yes. And i got the chance to express my love and my Yes (to be his girlfriend) on the 12th day of February 2016.
He thought we were just going on a pre-valentine date since we won’t be celebrating it together. And i gave him a surprised gift for my very special yes! Talk about effort, i mean ( ako talaga yung lalaki samin eh joke) hahaha. The last three photos on collage was that day. I saw his reaction, priceless. His smile, very genuine and happy. I look at him and i said to myself:
“Buti na lang di ka sumuko. Buti na lang pla every time na umaayaw sya di ka nawala. Every pain, every no and every tear was worth it. I got to meet the love of my life in a very unusual way. I am the luckiest girl, just to see my love so happy and being the 1st girl in his life and hopefully the last.”
Ans since that day, one month had passed. To my bimy, happy 1st month. I may not do this every month but since its our 1st i wanted to share how grateful i am for you. We may never be the same in terms of personality and likes, but at the end of the day we compromise. a very rocky start but a smooth finish it is. Whatever happens in our future i know God will always guide us. I love you Dear, no matter what.
A reminder to all of us, we may struggle with our life and relationship but at the end of the day, Love always has a way. It may be a lesson for us or a plan, who knows? Only God knows what is in store for us, we just have to wait and be surprised.
1 Corinthians 13
Love Is the Greatest
13 If I could speak all the languages of earth and of angels, but didn’t love others, I would only be a noisy gong or a clanging cymbal. 2 If I had the gift of prophecy, and if I understood all of God’s secret plans and possessed all knowledge, and if I had such faith that I could move mountains, but didn’t love others, I would be nothing. 3 If I gave everything I have to the poor and even sacrificed my body, I could boast about it; but if I didn’t love others, I would have gained nothing.
4 Love is patient and kind. Love is not jealous or boastful or proud 5 or rude. It does not demand its own way. It is not irritable, and it keeps no record of being wronged. 6 It does not rejoice about injustice but rejoices whenever the truth wins out. 7 Love never gives up, never loses faith, is always hopeful, and endures through every circumstance.
8 Prophecy and speaking in unknown languages[b] and special knowledge will become useless. But love will last forever! 9 Now our knowledge is partial and incomplete, and even the gift of prophecy reveals only part of the whole picture! 10 But when the time of perfection comes, these partial things will become useless.
11 When I was a child, I spoke and thought and reasoned as a child. But when I grew up, I put away childish things. 12 Now we see things imperfectly, like puzzling reflections in a mirror, but then we will see everything with perfect clarity.[c] All that I know now is partial and incomplete, but then I will know everything completely, just as God now knows me completely.
13 Three things will last forever—faith, hope, and love—and the greatest of these is love.
I hope i inspired you and made sense with my article. Bye!